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2010-01-12T01:11:00.002+08:00

I still remember how u react when you saw my injuries, although u didnt say much but i knew deep in yr heart u are feeling pain for me and i really enjoys how the way u rub it for me...
i felt that i was loved.
But i dun understand y do we every time needs to quarrel over a small thing.Its really not worth it!

Do you still remember the day u were accompany me waiting for my bus at the bus-stop i told u that whenever i am angry pls make me happy.Treat me like a little princes and u say yes.I think u had forget what u had answered me.

i know that u are just too angry i am sorry if i speak a little too loud to you.
I dun like the way u do it to me tooo its the same logic.

i hurts to see you walk away and seeing your back view getting further and further from me...you are once so caring and lovey towards me. I cant get a reason for u to be so harsh on me.
can you hear me crying????

sorry seems to be the hardest word. it applies to me too....

2009-12-28T14:09:00.002+08:00

i am sry to shout at u but do u knw u make more mistake den me? as a bf don't u want to know that who is the person and y keep calling yr gf? that is wad as a gf should ask the person. i am just telling u that u should ask in this way and what a fucking attitude u give?
i go yr hse help u clean yr room althou its nt that clean did u say thank you to me? i told u i wanna go hm and u just open the door and nt even a goodbye to me is that what a bf should do? can you be more gentleman?

this time round who is the person who make small thing become worst? its you. eventhou now u say sorry its alr too late..sorry will never wait for u...u have to do more den a sorry. if earlier on u do wad u do as usual when i say i wanna go hm things won't become so worst.

你根本还是不了解我....
so disappointed...

2009-12-27T23:07:00.002+08:00

received alot of X'mas msg on 25th dec but i just don't have the mood to reply.

lst x'mas with so emotional mood.

男人不是应该表现有风度做些男人应该做的事吗？

was waiting for someone's msg but my phone just won't ring. so disappointed!

为了那么一点小事而冷战是有点无聊但是有哪个女人不想对方是有风度的？是不计较的？

hais i just HATE it HATE it so damn much!!!!

但是我的心情还是被影响了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

2009-12-05T02:23:00.002+08:00

I had never been so STRESS before!

hais.1 more paper to go just continuing hugging Buddha's leg!!!

but i am so tired and sick=(
totally no mood these days..
pls entertain me!!

很想在这期间被疼爱，但是没有收到任何安慰...
可能大家都在忙。都很累。。。。
空虚的夜晚好讨厌!

2009-11-15T22:42:00.002+08:00

As usual we went for a movie while waiting for the movie to start we went to arcade...
today dar was nt on form so he only catch 1 bear bear for me..but we spent more time on basketball...
but still we din manage to break record! hahaha 800 when will we break it? maybe next week? wakakakaka

although we are doing the same thing every weekend but because we are doing the same thing TOGETHER.
就因为是两个人做的事情，有人牵着去哪里都可以。有人回应着说什么也可以。就因为是两个人做的事情，就算在无聊，他都变得好幸福 >.<

2009-11-06T20:37:00.003+08:00

fucking suay today... fuck up i am so suay angry and unhappy today...

early in the morning otw to wrk place i bought cup cake it drops out on the floor...
went to bought a hot chocolate the sales person give attitude wtf!
go 7-11 buy drink the auntie also give attitude den delay till i miss the bus end up have to wait for another 15 min for the bus and god i am late for wrk! arrrrgh~~~~

around in the evening my in-change came. because of a minor mistake he keep nagging at us..
worst the malay sales girl over there heard it, she say everyone will make mistake sayang~ an unexpected frm him.....he say not they make mistake is they dun understand at all!!!! in a very loud tone. FUCK!

tot of treating him eat dinner..(i owe him 1 treat!) but hais
because he said if he end wrk early he will be gonna picks me up after wrk but he cant leave early because his wrk delays him..( i dun mind it because he dint promise me but....)
so tot of going his hse meet him who knws he say fri is riding day....sians

y not tell me earlier? i have alr told my mum that i am nt going hm eat ytd..

i an alr very angry le all these are just making me gone crazy!!!!
end up nobody is at home...and poor me eating maggie mee alone..

气死我了。。。。。。

2009-11-05T22:53:00.004+08:00

BIZtradding!!!ppl beware of this companty!!! pay takes so long to come 3 mth alr still haven take my full pay?? what the hell is their BIAS marketing executive is doing? sleeping?
suppose to take my cheque on monday before we go dwn yp check with the marketing executive bout our exact amount and fucking hell they eat up our $60...
no matter what i am going to ask for it!

who will wrk for such company??

back here...current happily wrking with dreamworks on bike guard company!
rather happy with it..higher pay den biztrading better environment. no empty promise.

today having heavy rain whole day but still we manage to sold something..=)

2009-10-26T16:58:00.002+08:00

was too busy last few weeks....
busying celebrating friends birthday and work.
start working a new event with yp of motor air bag jacket. and yeah is good to have friends as partner!

lst day we sold 0...gosong!
due to our competitors pressure we manage to sold 1 at the 2nd day!
and because we are too eager to win, we sold another 2 airbag jackets and 4 pairs of gloves...and we are the winner after! woho!!!

next week will be at toh guan road.hope we would push more sales=)

will be attach wif this work till the end of nov..

steph lee planning to have steamboat on friday but i think i might can't attend for the dinner due to work=(
sat she will be celebrating her 19th birthday at ph as well as celebrating Halloween night...i think it will be gonna fun on sat!!!
i wish to be there...but i think i might can't go too=(

okays back here....
just receive my result..and was not satisfied with it!!!because i fail my ES..so sad=(
have to pay $64 for Re-exam fees...=(
haiis...
damn sad!!!! i need to release my stress=(

2009-10-17T13:53:00.002+08:00

not feeling well..

ytd nite gt a fever ....nw better le but still haven flu...

so irritating...

miss him so much ...
tot he off today can accompany till evening...
hais...

so sad...

everything is like lag of communication...
arrrrrgh~~~~~

2009-10-06T23:54:00.002+08:00

tmr having marketing test oops no is is later..and i just started to study it..OMG hope i can pass it with flying colours bah....

lols still blogging at this time?! OH no i just feel like biting something in order to carry on mugging...haha

babay recover soon k..
take good care of yrself because i have no time to take care of u...=(

2009-10-01T00:06:00.003+08:00

HE treat me good in his own way...
HE gives me all my needs..
HE cares for me...
HE adores me...
HE loves me...

人更人之间是没有完美点的，只是缺少了沟通。

2009-09-27T19:05:00.011+08:00

These few weeks keep catching beat bear with dar dar...dar yr skill has improve wor.haha
those bear bear are so cute !!!
after dat headed to bugis having steamboat with dar..hehe too full till our tummy all pop out...lols

ytd go dar's sister hse eat steamboat with his family again...lols gonna become fatter liao OMG!!!

2009-09-23T00:49:00.002+08:00

went to baby sister's wedding on 21st sept...

they are so loving...dating 9 yrs still so loving...so envy...haha

home-ed late and slp late end up sleeping in class...
OMG what the hell is the lecturer talking about???!

took lunch with both steph and meet baby at cp after his driving lesson...and guess what? i eat lunch with him again..oh my tian..i ate 2 meals for lunch...

after lunch home-ed for a nap...finally cam slp at last...

and i am so happy because baby found my hamster under the massage chair...lols yi jia tuan ju le...haha

i have to go slp nw le if nt tmr i might end up slping in class too...lols
nite nite

2009-09-21T00:44:00.002+08:00

was so tired after my BBQ...headed to eve hse and play hard core game..lols homed at 8+am this morning and the lst thing i do slp straight away on my bed without bedsheet..lols..

thanks dar dar, jw and steph for the preparation. Esp dar! haha u really helps me alot and i receive alot present frm you..haha...

i slp bout 5 hr and dar wake me up say he was hungry..lol was getting ready to meet dar but something crop up..WTH...my hamster runaway!!!! after finding bout 1 hr i give up..lols
to ham ham: u dun wan show up no food eat dun die hor!!! lols

meet dar go orchard shopping...and catch a movie at GV.
Phobia 2 i like the 5th stories ending...so funny haha. u all should watch it..

settle our dinner and slack at orchard center..

home-ed early as tmr is my dar's sister's wedding.
dad told me 1 of my ham was founded.but the other 1 still cant find it!!! sob sob

i was shock when i step into my room..lols presents all around the floor..and so messy... lots plastic bags and soft toys..i gt alot of micky mouse lol frm big to small...haha i knew i am katt (cat) but i dun like to eat mouse wor?!
kitty will be my best friend? lols kidding la..

and i just try the leopard print set of bra given by eve.lols that was hot man!!!

gonna to pain my nails and sew my dress as it was too loose for me...oh no so many things to do..=( kinda of lazy to pack my room....lols
shall let all the soft toy slp on my floor to nite?

2009-09-16T23:37:00.001+08:00

count down 3 days to my birthday!!!
OOps i am getting 1 yr older again...

looking forward to my bbq session..everyone must enjoy and party till crazy...
haha...

woohoo~

2009-09-13T23:46:00.001+08:00

meet dar to suntec get my present...guess what?
woho! its camera a sony camera..and i love it so much...thanks you dar muack muack

Today IT fair was damn crowded because its last day and everyone is like rushing and pushing and keep stepping my feets..ROAR~~~

after dat we headed to marina for a movie..
Receive a msg frm kenneth while watching movie. He asked me help him wrk for pokka event for 2 weekend..work like a beer girl in the coffee shop at $7 per hr exclude break u want nt? lols no thanks !!!

SG director for horror movie really cant compare to other country like Thailand..the movie so so only lo... there's like 5 languages inside that movie..thats the only special in this movie.haha...

after movie we headed to marina barrage..den went to have dinner at dhoby..the free flow ice cream is nicer den my spicy cheese kinchi lamen..dots...
have had fun with my dar dar...

dar take care of yrself la..dun fall dwn again..i see u in pain i so heart pain u hw... dunno ur injuries when can recover..hais.i pray for u bah,,,haha muacks muacks love you ^^

2009-09-12T17:48:00.004+08:00

went parkway for a walk actually wanted to watch movie at there but it seems like dun have any movie theatre at there.so we when to eat ice-creams yum yum..5 flavours..den we headed to ECP dar bring me go ther catch kitty..spent about $35 catch nonthing lo sob sob...intend to eat steamboat but no aircon and we were like an ice keep melting, so we went into eat korea food...heehee...
ytd after sch meet dar at city hall then we headed to suntec bought ticket movie ( 9 ) den went to IT fair...actually nth much to look at.haha..we only look out for camera session..
after that we went to arcade play and catch bear bear.. we spent about $70 on it lo...
at lst we did not manage to catch anything, dar never give uo he say wanna catch a bear for me so we continue playing.haha...
finally he manage to catch it!!! wooho...so happy!!! haha its fun catching BEARS.

2009-09-10T00:43:00.002+08:00

when down to office return previous event things today.
while waiting for my friend's briefing for next event, i does not know whether to laugh or cry...

what can i say? because i am to kindhearted to help you so that u think that i am easy to bully?

i am nt going to wrk for that fucking event anymore..fuck you upside down!! ROAR!!!!!

2009-09-08T23:59:00.003+08:00

today went to tampine 1 shopping with dar dar...settle our lunch at Say Cheese... its a new restaurant. baked teriyaki rice was sooo cheesy and nice...i forgot take down the pics...

den go watch G force..the movie is very nice and the hamsters are so cute just like my hamster haha...
after move went to shop again everything is on dar dar wohho!!! spent alot today....
dar heart pain nt??haha

2009-09-08T01:03:00.007+08:00

i am too free...
so..
edit my pics....
wakaka

lets see..
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2009-09-08T00:57:00.005+08:00

2009-08-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

ytd nite meet dar dar go CP walk walk..
he so funny..say what i cannot quarrel with him if i start to quarrel with him lst must treat him eat big meal and ask me to play his rule..what rule is dat sial...i tot u have to play my rule??haha...
tell u one secret..
shh~

i dun need to obey yr rule we also can last long this time...

haha..correct so u have to play my rule....lalalala..

i am so sian now....still working at this time and my sales sux..stuck at $10 wakaka...
knocking off at 10pm...1 more hr...yea...

2009-08-30T17:09:00.002+08:00

ytd we went to marina shop ...we spent about $50 plus to catch the kitty, haha waste money only spent $50 and catch 0 kitty...sad=(
dar dar catching skill is gosong hahaha ..den after dat went to pasta wakaru eat pasta..hee..we spent more den 1 hr for out dinner..haha after dat go for sec round of catching kitty and still we catch nth..lol so suay..haha den headed to esplande watch a life band ...woho tiring day..haha

2009-08-28T01:12:00.002+08:00

haha everything has back to what i want..because i really tried my best to achieve it..and at last my effort did not gone into the drain...haha...

幸福是要靠自己去争取的！！！

11mths ago i have made a very cruel decision...
After 11mths i have made a very selfish decision...

yet..u are still so cooperative with me...that will only makes me feel more guilty.

what i can promise u now is i will hold yr hand tight and won't let it go again...

Although there's is a lie in between believe but please believe me ONCE just ONCE will do...

2009-08-11T21:16:00.002+08:00

siian last night i am having fever in the middle of the night and whole body is aching..
my alarm rings at 11am how i wish i could continue sleeping..but i have to drag my heavy body up and go sch for revision because tmr is my exam...
and now how am i going to study? my head is just so heavy and spinning...
sickness just comes in the wrong timing...SHIT YOU!!!

okies i think i will consider to do what jiawei says...haha
wear a jacket and jeans and cover myself with blanket and slp let it sweat!!!
woho! i maybe will cure myself without doctor...hahah..

okies i gtg study NOW!!

JIAYOU all ^^

2009-08-09T23:30:00.002+08:00

SIAN i am kinda FUCK up with my internet connection that's y this few days didn't update my blog...
haiis i am super sian ..because i gt nth to do at home..
yes maybe there is but think of my shit network, i do not have any mood to do my own things...
and dun even talk bout my studies...wed gonna have POE test yet i have not touch a single chapter...what the fuck am i doing sial...i just feel like going somewhere that can claim myself down....
=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(

everyone seems like got alot of fun plans for ther holiday hw bout me?? i gt nth...=(
life is so boring and my life is jus aimless .....i am so lost...

2009-08-04T00:56:00.002+08:00

finally Qs paper is OVER wee~ after exam went to bugis with 2 steph for a walk..den settle our dinner at KFC..woho! my favorite..haha
and i order 2 box of drumlets which means i actually eat 6 drumlets...whoa~~ shiock...
and i was damn full after finiah up 6 of the drumlet and a regular mountain dew...
haha till nw i am still very full...OMG
and tmr we going to eat Mac!! haha ..OMG i am feeding my self to become a fatty..haha

and was so excited for tmr dance lesson no actually its in a few more hours haha...i wanna to see hw clumsy and idiot move that i have done! wakakaka....

2009-08-02T23:08:00.002+08:00

SOOOOO tired today..revise QS for the whole day...
my weakest sub was QS stupid! i have to work extra hard for it...i am supper boring with all the numbers...hope that tmr's exam will be alright for me...
GOD BLESS ME PLS!!!!

Damn it! i have nt done all my revision yet...HOW HOW HOW??? ( yet still blogging) lols

my eye is alr very tired le how could i burn mid night oil later???
SHIT!!!

2009-07-30T23:15:00.002+08:00

I think i sleep at 4+ almost 5am ytd morning....and i wake up at 1 plus. i feel giddy and my head is spinning whole day.
OMG i think i cried to much ytd nite..lols i am really KEE SIAO.haha...

and after finish wash up i took out my QS book wanted to revise some topic but i really cant concentrate...i hate it..exam is around the corner, i think less den 5 days...and yet i am still stuck here...so disappointed in myself.

haha went to cook my lunch...it was maggie mee. Eventhough it is maggie mee but i really make it delicious.
dun believe?! lets check it out...haha yeah...yummy

OOps can see my leg.lols

2009-07-30T03:13:00.011+08:00

I am very tired at this time right now...
Actually i alr shut down my lappy and went to bed,but my mind just cant shut off...
He came across my mind again...all those happy scene flash out one by one....

你对我的关心，我的照顾。。。

记得有一次我问你为什么你每次都要喂我或看着我吃第一口后你才会开始吃。你说“因为我要把最好的东西让你先吃，看着你吃我就很开心”。

regarding my willful and unreasonable you never take it in heart.
u would never forget to text me after u wake up and before you go to bed...
u would rather spend your time to accompany me then playing yr bike.althou u wants to go out but u still there be with me....
you will never let go my hand even thou you are carrying lots of things with you...

被爱的女人是幸福的。。。但是。。。

因为我的自私我的一时冲动而毁了我所拥有的一切。

Ham,Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing! and i am really very sorry 对不起

i knw u won't forgive me i am really very sorry...

你是我这辈子最大的遗憾。。。

当我想清楚的时候，一切都已经太迟了。

BUT

WHY i am still thinking of you?

是因为失去的永远是最美好的回忆？还是我找不到比你更爱我的人？

我后悔了！will you give me 1 more chance to cherish you?
!

2009-07-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

Today suppose to meet Jia Wei, Ziyao, Logi, Samatha and wan ning at 12.20pm for revision..BUT i over slept and wake up at 12 plus...haha
and because i was to rush, while i was preparing my milo the hot steam of the BOILED water steamed my finger and its FUCKING pain...its still pain now...sob sob...crys...haha

luckily today i manage to cover 2 chapters of QS...still gt a lot more to go...so sian....
went for dinner with them and headed to BUgis village shopping..haha to release *STRESS* ...lol
The most worst thing is no money to shop....because of my study i gt no job nw...no incomes coming in. That is the most torturing part =(

2009-05-31T23:55:00.002+08:00

爱是一种感觉，不爱也是一种感觉，而往往难以抉择的事心中的感觉，到底是爱还是不爱？有时我在手里的不一定是自己真正拥有的，自己所拥有的不一定是自己真正铭刻在心的。人生很多时候需要自觉地放弃，应为拥有的时候也许正在失去，而放弃的时候也许有再从获得。。。

不是人心变得快，而是环境让人太无奈，不是人心变得坏而是世界越来越变态。。。

2009-05-27T23:35:00.003+08:00

went to ktv sing with my classmates after sch...
5 hrs singing session .... we all were like super engrossed on the singing lo...lols funny movements and songs wkaka..

and maybe i bite to hard alr nw my gum very pain and even swollen alr...i cant bite food anymore so pain!!!!

2009-05-12T23:21:00.002+08:00

woho! my sch starts and it gonna be a very busy yr for me. i was late foe the lst day as well as 2nd day.ok i will nt gonna be late for my 3rd day.haha...

before sch starts i was looking forward to c my sch mates new friends ...and nw i was a little disappointed...heavy works and have to cope 2 part-time a a same time...i am damn tired...i need someone to pampered me=(

2009-05-08T20:46:00.002+08:00

那只是一场游戏一场梦。
梦醒了自然而然该回到属于自己的地方。。。

2009-05-08T03:38:00.005+08:00

sweetheart say i am happy go lucky , puts on smile everyday ,i am so daring and she loves my character...
sweetheart i have to show u all dat i am strong i am a independence girl i have no choice...
i am just like u crys at nite at times...But life still have to go on right?！

突然间觉得自己好傻好天真。。。
好像不再是我自己了。。。
好吧就让他成为过去，不想也不敢喝望什么因为我真的累了。。。

2009-05-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

i am so sad that my precious ipod spoilt...

it means alot to me...hais

what a tiring day...i have to wake up at 7 am later=(

this week my schedule was so pack!!!

时间不够用...

2009-05-03T01:29:00.005+08:00

this Mv makes me cry

club

2009-05-02T22:31:00.002+08:00

went to club last wed with my sistas..all of us wearing black! haha..
不寂寞, 但只是那天。。。

2009-04-24T13:54:00.002+08:00

昨天一个人搭bus 让后从bus-stop 走回家，突然我心里的某一个地方觉得很空虚。。。

Everything back to the suare1...eat alone take train alone take bus alone....even shoping sometimes is alone...

每个人都有自己的生活。。。
忙忙碌碌。。。

life is so boring...

2009-04-21T01:38:00.003+08:00

i lost my phone in a very stupid way..haha..
i think i too sotong liao..but that is me.lols.
hais so irritating...!!!
can contact my friend have to cancel todays outing ...
all contacts lost!!! arrgh....
No phone:(

2009-04-19T21:10:00.002+08:00

今天很无聊。。。不知道吃错什么拉了3次肚子=（
肚子好痛啊~~

今天星座书说我的第六感很灵但是我不觉得。。。

2009-04-19T00:12:00.002+08:00

went to ice skate with jude.my lst time ice skate lei..lols after dat we watch KNOWING both of us was like so tired after skating and fall asleep .haha den headed to Zouk meet friends.He was caring=).had enjoy myself..

ta and apple was so caring.even they went to dragonfly still worry bout me at zouk...

well, today u all going hope you all enjoy to the fullness! haha..

singing section

2009-04-15T02:59:00.002+08:00

meet Yvonne and steph to cine have a singing section at kbox. i really enjoy being with them..shout like hell...haha..after dat send steph to busstop headed dwn to buangkok have supper with Yvonne at 12 plus after supper we decided to walk home, the minute we separate our own ways i suddenly felt so lonely walking alone in the dark street...my mind suddenly flash out some pictures...it was a memories between me and him.....

2009-03-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

when to watch movie with my darling jie jie after we knock off...

darling sorry for making you so pek chey.haha...muack

we watch COMING SOON..

was like so scary lo...nice interesting and scary!!!

after the show we went to toilet den stupid la dunno y they go put the poster inside de toilet...

after dat headed to jie house slp...have a good chat with her.. and i slp very peacefully on dat day lol...

tmr was my last day working at marina le...

gonna miss the environment .... haha

2009-03-11T23:28:00.001+08:00

tmr was my last day exhibition in EXPO...it was kinda boring but i have meet alot angMors.haha french italy. Us Uk etc... they are very friendly=)

was very disappointed on someone...

2009-03-09T22:20:00.002+08:00

i hurt my hand ytd morning..

我喊痛，但是没有人理我。。。

today wad very tired after work come back need help my mum transfer money and buy bread for tmr's breakfast raining outside i grab my jacket and went off... OTW i feel so lonely and tired....

Finally reach my doorstep. No one open door for me.i am very angry and the fire just burst out i shout at my dad because he is just siting in the sofa watching tv.He ignore me..hais i put dwn the bread and run away...i just cant control my tears. it just keep on dropping ...

i am tired really tired......

no one cares for me no one loves me i am always alone....

i HATE this feeling...

2009-03-09T00:57:00.005+08:00

今天的心情

大姨妈来探访！！！

有事发生。。。。。。

生气+非常生气= 一肚子的气

一肚子的气+ 无奈= 火气

火气+伤心= 乱心情

乱心情+ 再度的伤心= 心碎

2009-03-04T23:46:00.002+08:00

Holy shit! i am getting sick again , my cough is back to me. can you just leave me forever???

LOL and my both hands is getting weak i do not even have the strenght to blog this post!

OMG!! do i have any disease???LOL

one of my friend as me how long i never been to sentosa.

I pause and think of it. and realize i had more den half yr never been to sentosa.

hais. Go alone?? siao! haha

2009-03-04T00:47:00.004+08:00

actually want to find a person who lOve you Pampered you cares For you and makes you

happy everyday is easy BUT the hardest is how they satisfied You!

there is a saying that

若要让男人珍惜就是让他永远得不到你，

若要让女人珍惜你就是一直满足她。

sian

2009-03-02T23:13:00.002+08:00

I am damn lazy to update my blog.i was tired of blogging!

tired and sick of myself...

if 1 day i just disappear in this world anyone will miss me??

feel so tired and empty inside me..

I WANT

A person who truly lOves me

pampered me

cares for me

make me happy everyday

hais SO NEAR YET SO FAR!!!

[lOve]
When i will have it all mine???

2009-02-20T01:23:00.006+08:00

Went to club with FHG gals..=)

some pics snap buy apple while karmint was drunk..

but was not as fun as my expectation.

i am so kind go help her..lol

wee~~apple and me>.<

when back around 3 plus reach sk 4 am go eat supper at cheers.

so poor thing ...

we were eating MAGGIE MEE for our super.lol

Yp=)

TT >.<

Shar +.+

2009-02-16T16:53:00.009+08:00

i am damn bored at work nOw!!!

kNow wad i do to kill my time over here??

hahah lets c de pic below u will kNow...

THE FHG'S

woo~ Yp i din know dat u this pose suits u so much!!! wakaka

wee~ sharlyn was so so so sexy!!! gal thx to me ah...

tata lOok at yourself..you are so beautiful.....

Apple..i very good hor..help u edit until so cute=)

2009-02-14T12:46:00.011+08:00

Wooo today 14Feb JP2 giving free corrneto..i saw every couple eating de ice cream happyily so sweet...

haha i ask the flyer person help me take 1 too=) yum yum...

She is my Valentine today!!!

Wee* JJ was at jp1 nw...haha just nOw close shop went there have a glance...so many ppl and damn squeeze at there...

i took a video but not clear..=( haha he is another loner.wakaka...

just view tata's blog...and i am so glad dat she bless me ...heng you gan chu Oh...

ta i where gt take pic without wearing..haha u anyhow imagine >.< yeah yp blog so sweet all filled with lOve when will it be my turn to share and spread all around..? Today VDay and pOor me still have to wrk till 10pm =( so sian...think i will reaching home at 11 plus den entertain myself b4 went to bed bah....

2009-02-12T22:36:00.003+08:00

Actually today should be going ecp skate but end up was called to go interview den

reach Eunos realize was that Venture era!! OMg sian man! i actually went there once b4 ..dotz

no comments lo...

because of that i put LF aeroplane...end up i have to go dwn bishan ite take testi frm Mr ling .

I travel so far from sk to bishan lo...de testi was like so short lo...wtf..
hais...

headed dwn to fareast buy clothes to clam down myself...haha only 1 wrd i would say

which is "爽".haha.

2009-02-09T15:08:00.004+08:00

so bored!!! i at jp nw 3pm le i only open 1 sales...

wah jason can put de stocks lower a bit nt just nw the stock fall dwn wad a mess lo...and hor you wan murder me huh...luckly i fu da ming da.haha...

2009-02-09T15:08:00.001+08:00

2009-02-09T01:18:00.011+08:00

haiz after so many things happen finally i can go relax today...is like so relaxing. haha
took some pics with darling=)

eeek i never make up so ugly!!! hais must go do facial liao...darling u must help me do hor!!!

wow darling de pose so swee ah...haha

fall down still want to act cute i oso cant tahan myself wakaka...

yeah i love it..so nice and peaceful here...

sian lo everyone says my new hairstyle nt nice sob=(
make my face round round...

hais miss my long hair=(

haiz just let the nature take course. for r/s i dun expect much ..No No is dare not..

2009-02-08T00:40:00.007+08:00

arrgh~ i am very tired today..da yi ma come find me make my back suan whole day!!! haha
haiz i dare nt to expect much anymore...because i am scare =(

tata dun say i no pics here our pics wakaka.

eeek..ur camera so lousy ..see the pic so blur @@@HL bi kan so big@@

OMG see!! i am so mini...apple buy mi skipping rope la...dun need ask tata buy liao..
haha...

2009-02-07T02:09:00.003+08:00

I think i was wasting my breath , yOu dun even care why should i care so much?

went to slack and have a gOod chat with apple and tata after work. tata you are right man!!

2009-02-05T22:26:00.003+08:00

wad am i waiting for in this whole afternoon??? His replies?? why am i keep loOking at my Hp??.....

i say it because i want to see what actions you will do to make me stay.but u do nth.it makes me feel dat i am nt impt to you at all =(
人生有几次NG? 答案是一个都没有！so i just treasure what ever i have now. hOpe u will treasure it too.

2009-01-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

went shopping alone today and i found that actually sometimes shopping alone is also an enjoyment. haha. bought 2 dress and some stuffs then went to eat my dinner then sit outside zara observe ppl and enjoy the wind ...Ii feel so relax today. But too bad i cant share it with my baby today...

2009-01-18T15:14:00.004+08:00

I am very happy in these couple of days. I always smile to myself for no reason because there are many feelings that i really don't know how to express out or maybe i don't kNow how to say it out in a sentence, otherwise my goose bums will starts to appear out. HAha
i miss your the piggy back.

We come to love not finding a perfect person but by learning to love an imperfect person perfectly.

Kitty Wants to hold your hand tight and takes a romance stroll at Tanjong Beach in the middle of the night=)

2009-01-07T00:25:00.005+08:00

AaWh..Kitty was damn tired and pissed off...
work and work and work what i will get in the end???fcuk shit!?
whatever i did goes wrong...everything just mess up... and i am always the unlucky person...

I'm nOt that lousy! i'm not irresponsible i am just careless and the worst is I don't take much precaution on others, and people are just like very fake!!! hais i really don't know how to be a human being on the earth...i just want to be my real me but the real me is always taken granted buy others without fail....

Now everything was going down hill...1st time i got such a strong terrible feeling, the feeling that i don't know how to disturb. I JUST WANT TO SHOUT IT OUT LOUD! CRY HARD!!

can someone just put your hand on my head and sayang me??

好希望我现在是在海边。。吹着海风，听着海浪。。。
然后大哭一场。

2009-01-03T01:59:00.002+08:00

WTF

hais work so hard in the end my sales kanna steal by asshole...
why choose me?? cant you see i close my shop half way??? are u stupid or retarded??
so much money there why only steal $100??

hais wad can i do?? i am just so unlucky ...
busy till even do not have time for me to eat my lunch and dinner...plan to go eat supper with sharlyn in the end delay till 11.30...we still have to run to the mrt station for our last train....wad a big fuck shit is tis....

alight at buangkok finish my today's lst meal at 1am...we decided to walk home...finally 2am we reach home!!! home sweet home....
jason still ask me went down to amk check de video with him what a big joke lo....hais wad to do??? go one big round still have to deduct from my pay =(
start of new year jiu so unlucky i can imagine de rest of 2009 how unlucky i will be=(

2009-01-01T11:39:00.002+08:00

actually i know the results but still i tried my luck. First time i bought this and first time i was being rejected. By throwing it out of the window in front of him, he did not show any facial expression i don't know whether did he saw it or not but was like hais.after throwing out i heard the thing drop down from 13th floor,my heart was like cracking into pieces when i heard it lands on the 1st floor. I know you do not wish your friends around you to know that has my existence. Some words you don't need even have to speak out because your action tells. Don't think that i do not shriek with pain, i am not pain.

Maybe somehow i would throw tantrum at you but i will be okay within a min because i don't want to create a scene because i know i won't be pampered by you. so i choose to swallow down all the unhappiness . I will do some stupid thing say some nonsense , laugh out loud, smile at you, whenever i do these, you will smile because I love to see you smile. I want you to be happy with me everyday. Although your heart always has the other aspect which is i can't see, but i hope that one day we would be no secrets between us.

I am a easy satisfied person. even is just simply buy me a bread i will be happy for the whole day .

2008-12-26T00:40:00.002+08:00

HOHOHO MERRY X"MAS

haha just receive a x'mas present from 大头...he's the only 1 who give me present..a will appreciate it=)

haha i am very enjoy for these few days..i am very happy but i think my baby was really shag for these few days as he is the 1 who accompanies me places to places...drive me here and there...

today i was totally shag lo..wake up so early go till go far just for breadfast den went down do my phone thing,come back when there again, went shopping wif baby...all of that the most tiring thing was washing car! i carry the heavy pills till now my muscle still ache=(
over all, the result was nothing to me, wad i really care and enjoy was the process that we had gone through...

baby i love you muackz =)

2008-12-22T00:51:00.004+08:00

2008-12-20T02:33:00.007+08:00

2.33am

she miss someone...

2.35am

she prays that he did not send msg to the wrong person

2.38am

she starts nOt to believe on everyone...

2.40am

she was lost....

2.45am

she was finding her directions...

2.50am

she still cant make up her mind...

3.00am

she hopes to hugs hamster instead of kitty =(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mfesVHOIIB4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ih_Rw3ZY9n4&feature=related

love tis MV.i cried after the whole MV

2008-12-20T00:06:00.002+08:00

wad a boring day...suppose to meet my friends eat dinner end up go tamp mall wif my parents buy hp.NOT FOR ME lo....bough k480 nice touch pink phone..haha hOpe my mum dun like den give it to me for X'mas present..wakaka...

just went back from supper..very full nw le cant slp.haha sian lo hw i wish 1 call jiu gt food delivery to my door step . lol so that i dun need to take lrt transfer mrt all the way to just full my stomach=(

hais wonder when i could get the worlds bigger kitty...santa pls send it to me and i will hang the worlds biggest sock at my window..!!!

2008-12-17T15:43:00.002+08:00

趁早

到后来才发现爱你是一种习惯
我学会和你说一样的谎
你总是要我在你身旁
说幸福该是什么模样
你给我的天堂
其实是一片荒凉
要是我早可以和你一刀两断
我们就不必在爱里勉强
可是我真的不够勇敢
总为你忐忑为你心软
毕竟相爱一场
不要谁心里带着伤
我可以永远笑着
扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要
想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉
继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了
想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好

要是我早可以和你一刀两断
我们就不必在爱里勉强
可是我真的不够勇敢
总为你忐忑为你心软
毕竟相爱一场
不要谁心里带着伤
我可以永远笑着
扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要
想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉
继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了
想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好喔--------
爱已至此怎样的说法都能成为理由
我在这样的爱情里看见的
是男人的软弱
我可以永远笑着
扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要
想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉
继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了
想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好
忘了就好

2008-12-17T02:00:00.002+08:00

hais i felt moody whole day...and again i eat 1 meal which is dinner for today=( oh in a correct way i should say ytd.lols

Again things does not goes to what i expected. everything just mess up by its own...arrh i wan to shout out loud!!!

Anyone willing to let me beat? i swear i won't beat hard. I just want to bent my anger out.=(
can someone please show someone concern?i felt i am being left out at one corner..hais let me emo at one corner is oso a good idea but at least no one will get injured by me.

I feel so sad. Pain inside my heart.hais.why? Maybe i am disappointed.
I think i have to get use of this feeling.

=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(=(

什么才是最快乐的人？
他们是哭过，受伤过，追求过，尝试过，然后又重新快乐起来生活的人。

2008-12-16T00:31:00.002+08:00

Meeting gao mei( sharlyn) at my house at 1 plus but i called at 1 plus she told me she still at Jurong point OMG..interview was at 3pm lo ...so i meet her straight away at dhouby and the funny part was like we find each other for 15 mins lo..we keep walk pass the same place but never met each other...wow no fate sial..haha..

And very stupid lo..she called me to confirm where am i till we met, while on the way to the company we found dat we actually did not hang up the call its like more then 5 min after we met each other le lo..haha OMG 2 CUTE girl but oso can say 2 retarded girl.LMAO man!!!

went to the interview ,hais i gt the chance i can grab it but ....hais i really no mOod lo...
wad to do?? who will help me??forget it bah...maybe i will achieve it someday but it will be too late le...hais =(

what i can say is 钱是万能的，没有钱是万万不能！！
hais then with this sentence the topic is like back to everybody daily route .
we need to work in order to live on, to have strenght to work, we need to eat, to have food we need money to have money we need to work....den its goes on and on and on....................

life is really very very boring...

2008-12-14T23:40:00.004+08:00

wow...i am actually stunned when i receive my Kor Kor's sms. i cant believe it he actually gonna to married!!!! i was really SURPRISED ..haha wohoho with a age gap with about 13yrs old?.i could say. ya oh anyway i really truly hope you 2 can live happy ever after...

when 2 stranger meets and become couple and then husband and wife is really very inconceivable..

在我们的一生中会遇到很多人，而谁会是你的另一绊其实早已命中注定！

I'm here offers the deep blessing ...

看到别人幸福自己也有一点小幸福的感觉。

2008-12-13T23:38:00.002+08:00

从小到大都没有人讲过童话故事给我听。直道我念小三老师让我参加讲故事比赛，我呆了我不知道要讲什么故事因为我从来就没有听过故事。于是我图书馆看能找到一些我喜欢的故事。。。
我找到了灰姑娘的故事。从那天起我就爱上了那个故事。她很善良，很平凡，从来没有人把她看在眼里，但是她相信是要有付出有一天幸福会自己来敲门。。。。。
终于有一天她遇上了她的白马王子。。。。。

这个故事我已经有很多很多年每有听过了，似乎忘了一大半了吧。。。真希望有人能讲灰姑娘的故事给我听。希望能让我当一天的公主。哈哈好了快点睡觉吧那么我就能在我自己的梦中当一个晚上的公主了。。。。。。。。

2008-12-09T01:38:00.003+08:00

well, actually i got nothing to blog for these few days because everything goes smoothly...
too smooth till i need to rot at home everyday...lols its quite torturing but luckly, luckly gt those taiwai drama and entertainments for me to watch...haha...OMG there gonna no show for me to watch le..koz i think i have almost watch all taiwan dramas..haha..

2008-12-05T22:04:00.000+08:00

I
Miss
you

You
Miss
Me?

2008-12-03T21:20:00.004+08:00

什么是爱？其实它就是一个游戏，不是你骗我就是我骗你。一但谎言被拆穿就
GAME OVER。
凭着自己的感觉去相信自己。因为这个世界上有很多仗眼法，你看到的未必是真的，真的你也未必看得到...

i get these line from a very touching movie..
and i think that was really quite true..

2008-12-01T00:24:00.002+08:00

如果可以的话，我希望可以成为一个不会为了一点小事而哭的女生。其实我知道自己很爱笑，可是我更知道自己更爱哭。

2008-11-30T02:21:00.009+08:00

ii want this!!!
sob dunno where to get it=(

that's sharlyn the 高妹 and me the 小不点.. i am wearing heels some more...can see how short am ii? wohoho

2008-11-26T23:33:00.001+08:00

I

Miss

You

2008-11-25T01:46:00.003+08:00

对你编的每一句谎言我都不知不觉的相信你大家都说你不好。我知道，但我还是傻傻的心甘情愿被你骗等有一天你会回头对我坦白。可能接下来的谎言会越来越多因为走错一步就一定会错下去。。。他她是一个很需要被疼爱，被关心的人，她的心是那么的脆弱，只要轻轻的一碰就可能会碎。当它碎成太多块时就再也拼不回来了。。。
伤心，流泪渐渐的成为她的生活中的一部分。。。
有人救她吗？？让她不要被眼泪淹死。。。。。。

2008-11-23T17:12:00.003+08:00

This few days keep raining so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy.
whenever it rains it makes me think of you.hais. although loneliness has always been a friend of mine but i am leaving my life in your hands.
People say I'm crazy and that I'm blind but i don't care who you are, where you're from, wad you did as long as you love me.you've tired to hide so that no ones knows but it shows when you look into my eyes.Should I ignore my heart and walk away?
I'm trying my very best to believe in you.....
hais i don't know wad to say i never meant to feel this way.i just don't want to be alone tonight.wad can i do to make it alright?

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Although tomorrow I know the sun is rising
Lighting up the world for everyone, but not for me.
='(

2008-11-22T12:57:00.004+08:00

sometime its a bless for not knowing things too much..

but most of the time i would not bother to find out ....

because i am scare to know the truth...

很多的時候我會在意;但更多時候,我會假裝不在意.

20 NOV

2008-11-21T02:28:00.003+08:00

hais so sian these few days...looks like everything i do is the wrong one.
so stress everyday exam.
need to work at the same time too. if nt i eat GRASS liao.
hais life is so tired . is like to live on we need to eat, to have food to eat we need money to have money we need to work.in order to work we need to eat, to have food to eat we need money to have money we need to work.....

and goes on........

we work for money or because of money to work???

we are just doing same thing everyday till the end of your life.
isn't it so boring to live on?
life is sux totally!

if you gonna ask me wad i wanna be in my next life ? i would like to be a tree...shade for grass, sacrifice myself and make some useful things for man use,then i can easily go for my next life again..and goes on....

my eye is going to close.....
how i hope this time i close up my eye and it will never open again ...
just let me slp peacefully....

19 Nov

2008-11-19T16:42:00.005+08:00

oOo.so shag not enough sleep!! hais ytd slept at 5am wake up at 8am rush to sch for exam.today ly on my bed at 12am den till 3 am den fall asleep wake up at 7am.wad i need now is to "sleep" but my mind just don't want to switch off =(

In my dreams ytd we were looking together in the same direction, and i found that the most beautiful view is the one i share with you, the moment may only last a few seconds...but the memories of it will last a lifetime....

i am just useless . i would love to do something useful , i want you to be proud of me but i have no idea from where to start....

2008-11-16T01:16:00.002+08:00

p Hew!! wad a shag day! but but today i'm not working.hehe i was shag because shop to long liao wakakaka...go bugis den go FarEast followed by taka den when to paragon eat dinner...after dinner when to eat steamboat wif another group of friends wew...eat so much getting fatter and fatter liao...jojo i think both of us need go exercise and keep fit ...haha

hiyo i don't know how to correct the sentence nah...as long as u know what i mean can alr .trust me when i say i love you beacuse i will always mean it.

yawn yawn****

my eye is half close alr le....

2008-11-13T00:19:00.005+08:00

erm...some people ask why my blog is always sad post? is it really turning down

your mood after reading it? not i don't want to write some happy things is just that

there is no happy things for me to write about. my life is that sad bah...

Happy memories won't come to you if you don't go find it...

To be a happy person is very difficult, tried to be happy is even more difficult.

Angelia told me we can believe guys but not to trust them. den i was like huh? is

there any difference? i stant infront of my laptop for a while, den i finally found

out the differences between trust and believe...haha thanks Angelia for asking me

that question if not i think i would nt found out bah..haha...cheers =)

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I hope someone special had read my last sentence of this post....

jojo, love is like playing a piano, lst you must learn to play by the rules then you forgot the rules and play from your heart.
i have learn it . i love you more then yesterday but not as much as tmr (='.'=)

2008-11-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

有一个女人她在每一段恋情，总是好努力地付出，挖心掏肺地对那个人好，努力配合、讨好对方，屈就到自己都不像自己了，却还是被说成她不懂爱情。没有人知道其实她好渴望有个人，认认真真地爱她、疼她、承诺她未来。他可能不必有钱、不必长得帅、但只要有一颗待她很真的心，愿意牵她的手一辈子就可以。这只是一个很简单的要求，但是这么多年来，她从来没有找到过。她常常问自己：我是怎样的？我是如何的？什么才是我？她就在迷失中寻回自己，让后再迷失 . ，再寻回。在迷失的过程中去了解她是谁。他发现期待原来是一种伤害。没有人值得她流泪，值得让她这么做的人不会让她哭泣。。。

2008-11-11T00:24:00.003+08:00

today was my 2nd time cry on the train was like damn sad and looks ugly at the same time...my tears came out was black! how i hope my heart was also black..hais

i feel like crying can anyone lead me your shoulder ???

wad i done i think is just wasted bah...everything is not wad i expected..
the more hope you put on the more disappointed you are....maybe my life is like dat bah...knowing what was wrong before hand but STILL step on...

NO REGRETS...BUT SAD

its here->

lalalala

2008-11-08T01:04:00.002+08:00

Phew~ wad a SHAG day!!!

don't know wad happen to my stomach sial...while working my stomach pain all the way till i when home still pain....so shag and still need to tolerate the pain hais ...and hungry at the same time luckly da tou bought me food lols...silly 1buy frm so far to my house...thanks la...next time dun buy porridge for me hor i dun like wakaka...hmmm must buy shark's fin....lols take it in mind ah!!!!

full nw can have a sweet dream later ....

nitez..

wad is love?

2008-11-07T00:55:00.002+08:00

时间能证明一切。

但我可以相信你妈？你凭什么让我相信你？为什么我要相信你？你能给我答案吗？

是发否一段新的恋情能帮你疗伤？

还是在你的伤口上撒盐？

我好怕好怕。。。

当我忘了什么是爱的时候突然有一个人出现

他让我重新的了解什么是爱。

但是他就是我要找的那个他吗？不知道。。。好可怕哦。。。

我曾经是那个被爱的女人如今我为什么要试着去爱别人？

因为他让我相信。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

阿撞邪了。我为什么会相信他？

是可望被爱还是赫望被疼爱？

爱是什么?

能不能不爱了？因为爱太痛了！

我痛得快死了！！！

fucking day

2008-11-04T00:51:00.003+08:00

Boy: i am stressed!

Girl: come i help u destress...

Boy: how?

Girl:lets go eat desserts...=)

Boy:bleah.i on the way home now.

Girl : are you cold? come give you warm hug hug..

Boy:you nt here..you come my place lo.

Girl :ok i go now.(grabs her bag rush to take cab dwn)

Boy:like real lo...

Girl: i only scare later u dun wan send me home den i will be very sad.

Boy: i won't send you home.back home very long and tired!

Girl: **heart pain when reads the msg=( reply - orh okies den i later take cab home.

Boy:dun bluff la...

Girl: feels sad...

a couple of time pass~

Girl: i alr at yr house downstairs le...

Boy: huh ? wad nonsense you go home la!

Girl: tears drip dwn frm her eye side *take cab home

Girl :**thinking**i just miss him right now hopping to give him a warm hug to him...BUT=(

2008-11-02T16:44:00.003+08:00

am i choosing the right path to move on?? hais i got no ans from anyone...somehow i feel so lonely maybe because i cant find the person whom i can trust or i should say no one in this world can be trusted?

Life is full of misery, loneliness, and suffering .is like You fall out of your mother's womb, you crawl across open country under fire, and drop into your grave. It is something that everyone would try at least once.

The secret of a good life is to have the right loyalties and hold them in the right scale of values.
but who are them?? nobody will know......

the end or afresh??

2008-10-26T01:01:00.002+08:00

okies i have end my story last few days...a long journey that i have go thru wif him...finally i decide to end it ...i know i am so sickening or u can say i am curel but you cant say i gt no feeling!! hais i have take very very long to make the decision to end up our 4 +yr r/s..wad i could say is i am really sorry hope you can forgive me and hope we can still be friend bah...if fate wants bring us to be together den we will be together in a day bah...hope you can really take good care of yrself and live better without me!

so many thing bothering me these few days..i am really very shag of being a human alr.how i hope i am just a tree..haha..
tmr goin attend to my friend's wedding buffet..congratz !!! hope u will be happy ever after wif ur hubby bah...

2008-10-17T01:14:00.002+08:00

Stephanie bought me a dressfor my belated birthday haha so happy! the dress was nice but dunno why whenever i put on its dun looks nice at all lo...hais so sad i buy myself a top oso but i out in le it really dun look nice lo...sadded=(
i must go slp nw le!!! nomatter wad FORCE myself to slp!!

what am ii doing??

2008-10-16T02:22:00.003+08:00

Out of sudden my tears drop! I FEEL VERY RIDICULOUS NOW..hmmm why am i behave in such way??? how could i cry after listening something from a person that i recently knew not for long?
i dunno why i become so emotional ...hais

Am i wishing some fat hope to came true?
no no its a big no!!!
i cant be so selfish.i cant! en.

OMG its 2.30am now..i cant sleep now..and worst thing is that i have to wake up at 6.30am.
and rush to work at 4 pm i think i will be very shag tmr SADED =(

HELP ME!!!

2008-10-15T23:05:00.003+08:00

我们每个人都有三个自己

1. 别人眼中的自己
2. 自己眼中的自己
3. 真正的自己

我呢只知道自己眼中的自己，因为没有一个人会认识真正的自己！

你又会是怎样看别人呢？先看脸？看身材还是。。。。。
样貌是女人的最厉害的武器，因为没有人会第一眼看得到你的心。
如果你没有漂亮的脸孔那么那个人也不会浪费时间去看你的心。。。

I always heard ppl say that - "i dun judge ppl my looks" most impt is i feel comfortable...
bullshit!! if the person looks damn ugly will you go forward to talk with her? or u even won't take a glance at her?

其实每个女人都希望自己身边的男人是和她谈心而不是谈性。女人要的是一个会看心和对方谈心，保护自己的男人。但往往男人需要的是行而不是心。。

(i am very agree wif these sentence after i had watch todays channel U's talk)

hmmm i just hope that all men will understand women bah!!!

2008-10-14T23:01:00.003+08:00

hais another sun event is cancel...eveytime cancel de =X sorry Zann i think next Sunday den i go wif u so sorry put u aeroplane again wakaka hope u wun mind because these coming Sunday is my another friend birthday den i dun my friend disappointed as birthday 1 yr only once ma...i really dun wan she like me no ppl celebrate wif hais. hope u understand bah..koz the feeling really TERRIBLE ...and NW i think i had no time to relax also le...so many thing are bothering me these few days...and the sad thing is no body really wants to sit down and listens to me maybe i should say there is. BUT the difference is althou they are sitting beside you but they are nt listening even they are listening but their mind is dunno at where lo...i just can feel it!yah.i think the only conversation dun makes me feel that was talking on the phone bah because i dun get to see what was the persons reaction..i can voice out whatever i wants i can laugh as loud as i can!!

SOMEBODY told me this today - ( compare means u wan it to be better) i will take this in heart de..
maybe i can consider to learn skate so that i can skate and feel de wind to relax myself=）