Wednesday, January 7, 2009
AaWh..Kitty was damn tired and pissed off...
work and work and work what i will get in the end???fcuk shit!?
whatever i did goes wrong...everything just mess up... and i am always the unlucky person...
I'm nOt that lousy! i'm not irresponsible i am just careless and the worst is I don't take much precaution on others, and people are just like very fake!!! hais i really don't know how to be a human being on the earth...i just want to be my real me but the real me is always taken granted buy others without fail....
Now everything was going down hill...1st time i got such a strong terrible feeling, the feeling that i don't know how to disturb. I JUST WANT TO SHOUT IT OUT LOUD! CRY HARD!!
can someone just put your hand on my head and sayang me??
好希望我现在是在海边。。吹着海风, 听着海浪。。。
然后大哭一场。
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
(='.'=)
她是。。。。。
我是一个喜欢幻想和织梦的女孩常盼望有一位白马王子出现然后谈一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱因为过于理想化, 所以现实生活中不容易找到一位心目中的白马王子。
“恋爱是麻木的” 这句话一点都不适合我。幻想浪漫爱情的我谈起恋爱一点都不浪漫。
我呢最喜欢看偶像据了,喜欢躲在家里自己一个人看着 喜欢偶像据有时会哭到把自己弄得很丑。
哈哈。有时会幻想自己是那个女主角,是那个公主,被王子保护 ,爱护着的公主。。。
就一直做着自己的白日梦。喜欢浪漫,褐望惊喜的我就算知道那是假的但做白梦就会我满足.
不知道我的白日梦会在现实生活中发生呢?哈哈 童话故事是最美的但它一定不会发生!因为这世界什么都是假的,就算是believe,中间也藏了一个lie!
我想每个人都要痛过,才知道如何保护自己;
哭过,才知道心痛是什么感觉,
傻过,才知道适时的坚持与放弃,
爱过,才知道自己其实很脆弱。
其实,生活并不需要这么些无谓的执著,没有什么就真的不能割舍。
明明不开心,但每天也要坚强的笑着对全世界,更可笑的是还要对自己笑着说:我开心!
因为我帕寂寞所以不喜欢寂寞的感觉。 我常常问自己:我是怎样的?我是如何的?什么才是 ?就再迷失中寻回自己. 再迷失. 再寻回。。。
WISH LIST
♥ Happy ever after with my baby
♥ Camera
♥ New hand phone
♥ Burberry Bag
♥ Learn Salsa Dance
♥ A trip to Japan & Australia
♥ Surgery on.........
♥ A cupboard full of high hills
♥ Lotsa of money so that all my above wish will come true