Sunday, January 18, 2009
went shopping alone today and i found that actually sometimes shopping alone is also an enjoyment. haha. bought 2 dress and some stuffs then went to eat my dinner then sit outside zara observe ppl and enjoy the wind ...Ii feel so relax today. But too bad i cant share it with my baby today...
Sunday, January 18, 2009
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I am very happy in these couple of days. I always smile to myself for no reason because there are many feelings that i really don't know how to express out or maybe i don't kNow how to say it out in a sentence, otherwise my goose bums will starts to appear out. HAha
i miss your the piggy back.
We come to love not finding a perfect person but by learning to love an imperfect person perfectly.
Kitty Wants to hold your hand tight and takes a romance stroll at Tanjong Beach in the middle of the night=)
Sunday, January 18, 2009
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Wednesday, January 7, 2009
AaWh..Kitty was damn tired and pissed off...
work and work and work what i will get in the end???fcuk shit!?
whatever i did goes wrong...everything just mess up... and i am always the unlucky person...
I'm nOt that lousy! i'm not irresponsible i am just careless and the worst is I don't take much precaution on others, and people are just like very fake!!! hais i really don't know how to be a human being on the earth...i just want to be my real me but the real me is always taken granted buy others without fail....
Now everything was going down hill...1st time i got such a strong terrible feeling, the feeling that i don't know how to disturb. I JUST WANT TO SHOUT IT OUT LOUD! CRY HARD!!
can someone just put your hand on my head and sayang me??
好希望我现在是在海边。。吹着海风, 听着海浪。。。
然后大哭一场。
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
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Saturday, January 3, 2009
WTF
hais work so hard in the end my sales kanna steal by asshole...
why choose me?? cant you see i close my shop half way??? are u stupid or retarded??
so much money there why only steal $100??
hais wad can i do?? i am just so unlucky ...
busy till even do not have time for me to eat my lunch and dinner...plan to go eat supper with sharlyn in the end delay till 11.30...we still have to run to the mrt station for our last train....wad a big fuck shit is tis....
alight at buangkok finish my today's lst meal at 1am...we decided to walk home...finally 2am we reach home!!! home sweet home....
jason still ask me went down to amk check de video with him what a big joke lo....hais wad to do??? go one big round still have to deduct from my pay =(
start of new year jiu so unlucky i can imagine de rest of 2009 how unlucky i will be=(
Saturday, January 03, 2009
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Thursday, January 1, 2009
actually i know the results but still i tried my luck. First time i bought this and first time i was being rejected. By throwing it out of the window in front of him, he did not show any facial expression i don't know whether did he saw it or not but was like hais.after throwing out i heard the thing drop down from 13th floor,my heart was like cracking into pieces when i heard it lands on the 1st floor. I know you do not wish your friends around you to know that has my existence. Some words you don't need even have to speak out because your action tells. Don't think that i do not shriek with pain, i am not pain.
Maybe somehow i would throw tantrum at you but i will be okay within a min because i don't want to create a scene because i know i won't be pampered by you. so i choose to swallow down all the unhappiness . I will do some stupid thing say some nonsense , laugh out loud, smile at you, whenever i do these, you will smile because I love to see you smile. I want you to be happy with me everyday. Although your heart always has the other aspect which is i can't see, but i hope that one day we would be no secrets between us.
I am a easy satisfied person. even is just simply buy me a bread i will be happy for the whole day .
Thursday, January 01, 2009
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她是。。。。。
我是一个喜欢幻想和织梦的女孩常盼望有一位白马王子出现然后谈一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱因为过于理想化, 所以现实生活中不容易找到一位心目中的白马王子。
“恋爱是麻木的” 这句话一点都不适合我。幻想浪漫爱情的我谈起恋爱一点都不浪漫。
我呢最喜欢看偶像据了,喜欢躲在家里自己一个人看着 喜欢偶像据有时会哭到把自己弄得很丑。
哈哈。有时会幻想自己是那个女主角,是那个公主,被王子保护 ,爱护着的公主。。。
就一直做着自己的白日梦。喜欢浪漫,褐望惊喜的我就算知道那是假的但做白梦就会我满足.
不知道我的白日梦会在现实生活中发生呢?哈哈 童话故事是最美的但它一定不会发生!因为这世界什么都是假的,就算是believe,中间也藏了一个lie!
我想每个人都要痛过,才知道如何保护自己;
哭过,才知道心痛是什么感觉,
傻过,才知道适时的坚持与放弃,
爱过,才知道自己其实很脆弱。
其实,生活并不需要这么些无谓的执著,没有什么就真的不能割舍。
明明不开心,但每天也要坚强的笑着对全世界,更可笑的是还要对自己笑着说:我开心!
因为我帕寂寞所以不喜欢寂寞的感觉。 我常常问自己:我是怎样的?我是如何的?什么才是 ?就再迷失中寻回自己. 再迷失. 再寻回。。。
WISH LIST
♥ Happy ever after with my baby
♥ Camera
♥ New hand phone
♥ Burberry Bag
♥ Learn Salsa Dance
♥ A trip to Japan & Australia
♥ Surgery on.........
♥ A cupboard full of high hills
♥ Lotsa of money so that all my above wish will come true