Sunday, November 30, 2008
Sunday, November 30, 2008
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
对你编的每一句谎言我都不知不觉的相信你大家都说你不好。我知道,但我还是傻傻的心甘情愿被你骗等有一天你会回头对我坦白。可能接下来的谎言会越来越多因为走错一步就一定会错下去。。。他她是一个很需要被疼爱,被关心的人,她的心是那么的脆弱,只要轻轻的一碰就可能会碎。当它碎成太多块时就再也拼不回来了。。。
伤心,流泪 渐渐的成为她的生活中的一部分。。。
有人救她吗??让她不要被眼泪淹死。。。。。。
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
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Sunday, November 23, 2008
This few days keep raining so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy.
whenever it rains it makes me think of you.hais. although loneliness has always been a friend of mine but i am leaving my life in your hands.
People say I'm crazy and that I'm blind but i don't care who you are, where you're from, wad you did as long as you love me.you've tired to hide so that no ones knows but it shows when you look into my eyes.Should I ignore my heart and walk away?
I'm trying my very best to believe in you.....
hais i don't know wad to say i never meant to feel this way.i just don't want to be alone tonight.wad can i do to make it alright?
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Although tomorrow I know the sun is rising
Lighting up the world for everyone, but not for me. ='(
Sunday, November 23, 2008
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Saturday, November 22, 2008
sometime its a bless for not knowing things too much..
but most of the time i would not bother to find out ....
because i am scare to know the truth...
很多的時候我會在意;但更多時候,我會假裝不在意.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
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Friday, November 21, 2008
hais so sian these few days...looks like everything i do is the wrong one.
so stress everyday exam.
need to work at the same time too. if nt i eat GRASS liao.
hais life is so tired . is like to live on we need to eat, to have food to eat we need money to have money we need to work.in order to work we need to eat, to have food to eat we need money to have money we need to work.....
and goes on........
we work for money or because of money to work???
we are just doing same thing everyday till the end of your life.
isn't it so boring to live on?
life is sux totally!
if you gonna ask me wad i wanna be in my next life ? i would like to be a tree...shade for grass, sacrifice myself and make some useful things for man use,then i can easily go for my next life again..and goes on....my eye is going to close.....
how i hope this time i close up my eye and it will never open again ...
just let me slp peacefully....
Friday, November 21, 2008
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19 Nov
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
oOo.so shag not enough sleep!! hais ytd slept at 5am wake up at 8am rush to sch for exam.today ly on my bed at 12am den till 3 am den fall asleep wake up at 7am.wad i need now is to
"sleep" but my mind just don't want to switch off =(
In my dreams ytd we were looking together in the same direction, and i found that the most beautiful view is the one i share with you, the moment may only last a few seconds...but the memories of it will last a lifetime....
i am just useless . i would love to do something useful , i want you to be proud of me but i have no idea from where to start....
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
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Sunday, November 16, 2008
p Hew!! wad a shag day! but but today i'm not working.hehe i was shag because shop to long liao wakakaka...go bugis den go FarEast followed by taka den when to paragon eat dinner...after dinner when to eat steamboat wif another group of friends wew...eat so much getting fatter and fatter liao...jojo i think both of us need go exercise and keep fit ...haha
hiyo i don't know how to correct the sentence nah...as long as u know what i mean can alr .trust me when i say i love you beacuse i will always mean it.yawn yawn****my eye is half close alr le....
Sunday, November 16, 2008
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Thursday, November 13, 2008
erm...some people ask why my blog is always sad post? is it really turning down
your mood after reading it? not i don't want to write some happy things is just that
there is no happy things for me to write about. my life is that sad bah...
Happy memories won't come to you if you don't go find it...
To be a happy person is very difficult, tried to be happy is even more difficult.
Angelia told me we can believe guys but not to trust them. den i was like huh? is
there any difference? i stant infront of my laptop for a while, den i finally found
out the differences between trust and believe...haha thanks Angelia for asking me
that question if not i think i would nt found out bah..haha...cheers =)
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I hope someone special had read my last sentence of this post....
jojo, love is like playing a piano, lst you must learn to play by the rules then you forgot the rules and play from your heart.
i have learn it . i love you more then yesterday but not as much as tmr (='.'=)
Thursday, November 13, 2008
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Tuesday, November 11, 2008
有 一 个 女 人 她 在 每 一 段 恋 情 ,总 是 好 努 力 地 付 出 , 挖 心 掏 肺 地 对那 个 人 好 , 努 力 配 合 、 讨 好 对 方 , 屈 就 到 自 己 都 不 像 自 己 了 , 却 还 是 被 说 成 她 不 懂 爱 情 。 没 有 人 知 道 其 实 她 好 渴 望 有 个 人 , 认 认 真 真 地 爱 她 、 疼 她 、 承 诺 她 未 来 。 他 可 能 不 必 有 钱 、 不 必 长 得 帅 、 但 只 要 有 一 颗 待 她 很 真 的 心 , 愿 意 牵 她 的 手 一 辈 子 就 可 以 。 这 只 是 一 个 很 简 单 的 要 求 , 但 是 这 么 多 年 来 , 她 从 来 没 有 找 到 过 。 她 常 常 问 自 己 : 我 是 怎 样 的 ? 我 是 如 何 的 ? 什 么 才 是 我 ? 她 就 在 迷 失 中 寻 回 自 己 , 让 后 再 迷 失 . , 再 寻 回 。 在 迷 失 的 过 程 中 去 了 解 她 是 谁 。 他 发 现 期 待 原 来 是 一 种 伤 害 。 没 有 人 值 得 她 流 泪 , 值 得 让 她 这 么 做 的人 不 会 让 她 哭 泣。。。
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
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today was my 2nd time cry on the train was like damn sad and looks ugly at the same time...my tears came out was black! how i hope my heart was also black..hais i feel like crying can anyone lead me your shoulder ???wad i done i think is just wasted bah...everything is not wad i expected..the more hope you put on the more disappointed you are....maybe my life is like dat bah...knowing what was wrong before hand but STILL step on...NO REGRETS...BUT SAD
its here->
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
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lalalala
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Phew~ wad a SHAG day!!!don't know wad happen to my stomach sial...while working my stomach pain all the way till i when home still pain....so shag and still need to tolerate the pain hais ...and hungry at the same time luckly da tou bought me food lols...silly 1buy frm so far to my house...thanks la...next time dun buy porridge for me hor i dun like wakaka...hmmm must buy shark's fin....lols take it in mind ah!!!!full nw can have a sweet dream later ....nitez..
Saturday, November 08, 2008
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wad is love?
Friday, November 7, 2008
时间能证明一切。 但我可以相信你妈?你凭什么让我相信你?为什么我要相信你?你能给我答案吗?是发否一段新的恋情能帮你疗伤?还是在你的伤口上撒盐?我好怕好怕。。。当我忘了什么是爱的时候突然有一个人出现 他让我重新的了解什么是爱。但是他就是我要找的那个他吗?不知道。。。好可怕哦。。。我曾经是那个被爱的女人如今我为什么要试着去爱别人?因为他让我相信。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。阿撞邪了。我为什么会相信他?是可望被爱 还是赫望被疼爱?爱是什么?能不能不爱了?因为爱太痛了!我痛得快死了!!!
Friday, November 07, 2008
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fucking day
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
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Sunday, November 2, 2008
am i choosing the right path to move on?? hais i got no ans from anyone...somehow i feel so lonely maybe because i cant find the person whom i can trust or i should say no one in this world can be trusted?Life is full of misery, loneliness, and suffering .is like You fall out of your mother's womb, you crawl across open country under fire, and drop into your grave. It is something that everyone would try at least once.The secret of a good life is to have the right loyalties and hold them in the right scale of values.but who are them?? nobody will know......
Sunday, November 02, 2008
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她是。。。。。
我是一个喜欢幻想和织梦的女孩常盼望有一位白马王子出现然后谈一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱因为过于理想化, 所以现实生活中不容易找到一位心目中的白马王子。
“恋爱是麻木的” 这句话一点都不适合我。幻想浪漫爱情的我谈起恋爱一点都不浪漫。
我呢最喜欢看偶像据了,喜欢躲在家里自己一个人看着 喜欢偶像据有时会哭到把自己弄得很丑。
哈哈。有时会幻想自己是那个女主角,是那个公主,被王子保护 ,爱护着的公主。。。
就一直做着自己的白日梦。喜欢浪漫,褐望惊喜的我就算知道那是假的但做白梦就会我满足.
不知道我的白日梦会在现实生活中发生呢?哈哈 童话故事是最美的但它一定不会发生!因为这世界什么都是假的,就算是believe,中间也藏了一个lie!
我想每个人都要痛过,才知道如何保护自己;
哭过,才知道心痛是什么感觉,
傻过,才知道适时的坚持与放弃,
爱过,才知道自己其实很脆弱。
其实,生活并不需要这么些无谓的执著,没有什么就真的不能割舍。
明明不开心,但每天也要坚强的笑着对全世界,更可笑的是还要对自己笑着说:我开心!
因为我帕寂寞所以不喜欢寂寞的感觉。 我常常问自己:我是怎样的?我是如何的?什么才是 ?就再迷失中寻回自己. 再迷失. 再寻回。。。
WISH LIST
♥ Happy ever after with my baby
♥ Camera
♥ New hand phone
♥ Burberry Bag
♥ Learn Salsa Dance
♥ A trip to Japan & Australia
♥ Surgery on.........
♥ A cupboard full of high hills
♥ Lotsa of money so that all my above wish will come true