Thursday, October 9, 2008
I DUNNO WHICH WORD I SHOULD USE TO DESCRIBE MY FEELING
I wonder does it hurt you to know that we haven't spoken to each other in days? Does it hurt you to know that we can't look at each other without looking away? i doubt so? is it?Sometimes I want someone to just hold me when I need it. Not a hug, but just hold me, you know? I need someone who actually really willing to sit beside me and listens to me quietly ..I think nobody will understand bah..The past 4yr i keep thinking of the same thing but i cant do that..i just cant!! me mind tells mi to give up on love but my heart won't let me!!
应为爱的太深所以心会疼。
hmmm in a r/s there will comfirm have 1 party be the bad one although he/she don't wish to do it but sometime is the reality force them to so..My life is about change. I change every day. I change my mind, and sometimes even my heart.and relationship are like glass sometimes its better to leave them broken then tying to hurt yourself by putting it back together..Maybe i will try to walk away from you now, and I'll never look back.Never regret. If it's gOod, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience.CAN I ?
Thursday, October 09, 2008
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她是。。。。。
我是一个喜欢幻想和织梦的女孩常盼望有一位白马王子出现然后谈一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱因为过于理想化, 所以现实生活中不容易找到一位心目中的白马王子。
“恋爱是麻木的” 这句话一点都不适合我。幻想浪漫爱情的我谈起恋爱一点都不浪漫。
我呢最喜欢看偶像据了,喜欢躲在家里自己一个人看着 喜欢偶像据有时会哭到把自己弄得很丑。
哈哈。有时会幻想自己是那个女主角,是那个公主,被王子保护 ,爱护着的公主。。。
就一直做着自己的白日梦。喜欢浪漫,褐望惊喜的我就算知道那是假的但做白梦就会我满足.
不知道我的白日梦会在现实生活中发生呢?哈哈 童话故事是最美的但它一定不会发生!因为这世界什么都是假的,就算是believe,中间也藏了一个lie!
我想每个人都要痛过,才知道如何保护自己;
哭过,才知道心痛是什么感觉,
傻过,才知道适时的坚持与放弃,
爱过,才知道自己其实很脆弱。
其实,生活并不需要这么些无谓的执著,没有什么就真的不能割舍。
明明不开心,但每天也要坚强的笑着对全世界,更可笑的是还要对自己笑着说:我开心!
因为我帕寂寞所以不喜欢寂寞的感觉。 我常常问自己:我是怎样的?我是如何的?什么才是 ?就再迷失中寻回自己. 再迷失. 再寻回。。。
WISH LIST
♥ Happy ever after with my baby
♥ Camera
♥ New hand phone
♥ Burberry Bag
♥ Learn Salsa Dance
♥ A trip to Japan & Australia
♥ Surgery on.........
♥ A cupboard full of high hills
♥ Lotsa of money so that all my above wish will come true