Tuesday, October 14, 2008
hais another sun event is cancel...eveytime cancel de =X sorry Zann i think next Sunday den i go wif u so sorry put u aeroplane again wakaka hope u wun mind because these coming Sunday is my another friend birthday den i dun my friend disappointed as birthday 1 yr only once ma...i really dun wan she like me no ppl celebrate wif hais. hope u understand bah..koz the feeling really TERRIBLE ...and NW i think i had no time to relax also le...so many thing are bothering me these few days...and the sad thing is no body really wants to sit down and listens to me maybe i should say there is. BUT the difference is althou they are sitting beside you but they are nt listening even they are listening but their mind is dunno at where lo...i just can feel it!yah.i think the only conversation dun makes me feel that was talking on the phone bah because i dun get to see what was the persons reaction..i can voice out whatever i wants i can laugh as loud as i can!!
SOMEBODY told me this today - ( compare means u wan it to be better) i will take this in heart de..
maybe i can consider to learn skate so that i can skate and feel de wind to relax myself=)
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
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她是。。。。。
我是一个喜欢幻想和织梦的女孩常盼望有一位白马王子出现然后谈一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱因为过于理想化, 所以现实生活中不容易找到一位心目中的白马王子。
“恋爱是麻木的” 这句话一点都不适合我。幻想浪漫爱情的我谈起恋爱一点都不浪漫。
我呢最喜欢看偶像据了,喜欢躲在家里自己一个人看着 喜欢偶像据有时会哭到把自己弄得很丑。
哈哈。有时会幻想自己是那个女主角,是那个公主,被王子保护 ,爱护着的公主。。。
就一直做着自己的白日梦。喜欢浪漫,褐望惊喜的我就算知道那是假的但做白梦就会我满足.
不知道我的白日梦会在现实生活中发生呢?哈哈 童话故事是最美的但它一定不会发生!因为这世界什么都是假的,就算是believe,中间也藏了一个lie!
我想每个人都要痛过,才知道如何保护自己;
哭过,才知道心痛是什么感觉,
傻过,才知道适时的坚持与放弃,
爱过,才知道自己其实很脆弱。
其实,生活并不需要这么些无谓的执著,没有什么就真的不能割舍。
明明不开心,但每天也要坚强的笑着对全世界,更可笑的是还要对自己笑着说:我开心!
因为我帕寂寞所以不喜欢寂寞的感觉。 我常常问自己:我是怎样的?我是如何的?什么才是 ?就再迷失中寻回自己. 再迷失. 再寻回。。。
WISH LIST
♥ Happy ever after with my baby
♥ Camera
♥ New hand phone
♥ Burberry Bag
♥ Learn Salsa Dance
♥ A trip to Japan & Australia
♥ Surgery on.........
♥ A cupboard full of high hills
♥ Lotsa of money so that all my above wish will come true