I still remember how u react when you saw my injuries, although u didnt say much but i knew deep in yr heart u are feeling pain for me and i really enjoys how the way u rub it for me...
i felt that i was loved.
But i dun understand y do we every time needs to quarrel over a small thing.Its really not worth it!

Do you still remember the day u were accompany me waiting for my bus at the bus-stop i told u that whenever i am angry pls make me happy.Treat me like a little princes and u say yes.I think u had forget what u had answered me.




i know that u are just too angry i am sorry if i speak a little too loud to you.
I dun like the way u do it to me tooo its the same logic.

i hurts to see you walk away and seeing your back view getting further and further from me...you are once so caring and lovey towards me. I cant get a reason for u to be so harsh on me.
can you hear me crying????










sorry seems to be the hardest word. it applies to me too....

i am sry to shout at u but do u knw u make more mistake den me? as a bf don't u want to know that who is the person and y keep calling yr gf? that is wad as a gf should ask the person. i am just telling u that u should ask in this way and what a fucking attitude u give?
i go yr hse help u clean yr room althou its nt that clean did u say thank you to me? i told u i wanna go hm and u just open the door and nt even a goodbye to me is that what a bf should do? can you be more gentleman?

this time round who is the person who make small thing become worst? its you. eventhou now u say sorry its alr too late..sorry will never wait for u...u have to do more den a sorry. if earlier on u do wad u do as usual when i say i wanna go hm things won't become so worst.




你根本还是不了解我....
so disappointed...

received alot of X'mas msg on 25th dec but i just don't have the mood to reply.

lst x'mas with so emotional mood.


男人不是应该表现有风度做些男人应该做的事吗？

was waiting for someone's msg but my phone just won't ring. so disappointed!

为了那么一点小事而冷战是有点无聊但是有哪个女人不想对方是有风度的？是不计较的？

hais i just HATE it HATE it so damn much!!!!

但是我的心情还是被影响了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

I had never been so STRESS before!

hais.1 more paper to go just continuing hugging Buddha's leg!!!

but i am so tired and sick=(
totally no mood these days..
pls entertain me!!

很想在这期间被疼爱，但是没有收到任何安慰...
可能大家都在忙。都很累。。。。
空虚的夜晚好讨厌!

As usual we went for a movie while waiting for the movie to start we went to arcade...
today dar was nt on form so he only catch 1 bear bear for me..but we spent more time on basketball...
but still we din manage to break record! hahaha 800 when will we break it? maybe next week? wakakakaka



although we are doing the same thing every weekend but because we are doing the same thing TOGETHER.
就因为是两个人做的事情，有人牵着去哪里都可以。有人回应着说什么也可以。就因为是两个人做的事情，就算在无聊，他都变得好幸福 >.<

fucking suay today... fuck up i am so suay angry and unhappy today...



early in the morning otw to wrk place i bought cup cake it drops out on the floor...
went to bought a hot chocolate the sales person give attitude wtf!
go 7-11 buy drink the auntie also give attitude den delay till i miss the bus end up have to wait for another 15 min for the bus and god i am late for wrk! arrrrgh~~~~


around in the evening my in-change came. because of a minor mistake he keep nagging at us..
worst the malay sales girl over there heard it, she say everyone will make mistake sayang~ an unexpected frm him.....he say not they make mistake is they dun understand at all!!!! in a very loud tone. FUCK!


tot of treating him eat dinner..(i owe him 1 treat!) but hais
because he said if he end wrk early he will be gonna picks me up after wrk but he cant leave early because his wrk delays him..( i dun mind it because he dint promise me but....)
so tot of going his hse meet him who knws he say fri is riding day....sians

y not tell me earlier? i have alr told my mum that i am nt going hm eat ytd..

i an alr very angry le all these are just making me gone crazy!!!!
end up nobody is at home...and poor me eating maggie mee alone..


气死我了。。。。。。

BIZtradding!!!ppl beware of this companty!!! pay takes so long to come 3 mth alr still haven take my full pay?? what the hell is their BIAS marketing executive is doing? sleeping?
suppose to take my cheque on monday before we go dwn yp check with the marketing executive bout our exact amount and fucking hell they eat up our $60...
no matter what i am going to ask for it!

who will wrk for such company??


back here...current happily wrking with dreamworks on bike guard company!
rather happy with it..higher pay den biztrading better environment. no empty promise.

today having heavy rain whole day but still we manage to sold something..=)

was too busy last few weeks....
busying celebrating friends birthday and work.
start working a new event with yp of motor air bag jacket. and yeah is good to have friends as partner!


lst day we sold 0...gosong!
due to our competitors pressure we manage to sold 1 at the 2nd day!
and because we are too eager to win, we sold another 2 airbag jackets and 4 pairs of gloves...and we are the winner after! woho!!!

next week will be at toh guan road.hope we would push more sales=)

will be attach wif this work till the end of nov..




steph lee planning to have steamboat on friday but i think i might can't attend for the dinner due to work=(
sat she will be celebrating her 19th birthday at ph as well as celebrating Halloween night...i think it will be gonna fun on sat!!!
i wish to be there...but i think i might can't go too=(

okays back here....
just receive my result..and was not satisfied with it!!!because i fail my ES..so sad=(
have to pay $64 for Re-exam fees...=(
haiis...
damn sad!!!! i need to release my stress=(

not feeling well..

ytd nite gt a fever ....nw better le but still haven flu...

so irritating...


miss him so much ...
tot he off today can accompany till evening...
hais...



so sad...

everything is like lag of communication...
arrrrrgh~~~~~